Poetry by Jesse Graves

Poetry by Jesse Graves

Jesse Graves is the author of five poetry collections, including Tennessee Landscape with Blighted Pine: Tenth Anniversary Expanded Edition, Basin Ghosts, Specter Mountain, Merciful Days, and the forthcoming A Little Light in the Grave. Mercer University Press published my collection of essays, Said-Songs: Essays on Poetry and Place. My work has received the James Still Award for Writing about the Appalachian South from the Fellowship of Southern Writers and the Philip H. Freund Prize for Creative Writing from Cornell University, as well as two Weatherford Awards from Berea College and the Appalachian Studies Association. He has served as co-editor for several collections of poetry and scholarship, including four volumes of The Southern Poetry Anthology and recently published Complete Poems of James Agee. He is Poet-in-Residence and Professor of English at East Tennessee State University, where he received the 2024 Distinguished Research Award from College of Arts & Sciences.

Sweet Apples in Late Summer

 Next to nothing could feel like even less, and that’s what

They had when my father was a boy, on the wrong side

Of the poverty line, yet those long-departed grandparents

Raised nine children and somehow no one starved.

They planted a tree in the back field that grew hard

Sweet apples in late summer and raised melons if seeds

Survived stretches of drought and the digging of moles.

The children wore clothes sewn with different colored

Threads, patched with scraps from old feed bags,

And when they had shoes, they passed them down.

Their grandmother kept them alive, little as she had,

Because keeping children fed had been her life’s work

And she was a Rouse and she would not shirk a job.

 

 Never Measured

 My youth? I taste it mostly in the food

I almost never get to eat any more,

recipes passed down through watching

and not through writing or saying:

my mother as a girl standing on a stool

behind her aunt Azalea or her aunt June,

as they sliced delicately peeled tomatoes

into a bowl, seasoned their green beans,

and stirred a mixture of cornbread mash

they would bake into a dressing.

 

I will drive two and a half hours

over a mountain and through two long

unfolding valleys just for one plate of that

forever receding artistry, the finely sculpted,

never measured, promise of boyhood renewed,

which always ends with something sweet,

and coffee not quite as strong as I make at home,

and my mother, already gathering, even before

I can say thank you, empty dishes, before I can

even imagine how to say thank you.

 

The Root and the Leaf

 The bottom of a leaf upturned for rain

offers one map of eternity—

the root of the oak where it submerges

underground offers another.

Between the root and the leaf, as above

so below, what vast regions hold,

voices from past times spoken here

under the branches hang in air

or deep in the fissures of the bark,

my ears catching only the hum

of a beetle’s wings or the singing

shins of the cricket at work.

 

Like Eagles

 By evening the rain picks up substance,

clicks against windows, glistens car roofs.

Winter seems to go on and on,

yet suddenly the year is over.

If I have been mistreated, I forgive it.

If I have failed to be kind, I hope

some wandering stranger will be kind

for me, do for another what I could not.

Some people want to ride the wind

like eagles on kinetic currents,

some want to skate across sheets of ice

or swim so deep the water goes dark.

My life edges along near the surface,

right up to where the skin radiates

heat out to the rest of the world,

where I grasp it tightly as held breath. 

 

Assists

 I passed the best hours of countless days

out there, dribbling down any stray blade

of grass bold enough to sprout on my court.

 

Mostly I practiced alone, working on moves

my brother taught me, or my uncle,

who could bank a shot from anywhere,

 

wrap a pass around his back, or thread it

through a defender’s legs, right into the hands

of whoever knew to cut to the basket.

 

I played out whole college seasons in a week,

Final Four ending with me dropping a three-

pointer for Memphis State to beat Georgetown,

 

so real I could hear trees shaking in the wind,

clapping and cheering, chanting my name,

and I could only bow to their standing ovation.

 

Agee: In Memoriam

 He rolled a fresh cigarette while the old one

still burned between his clenched lips.

He kept a goat at a rented house in Brooklyn,

St. James Place, where a neighbor painted

“The man who lives here is loony” on his door.

He sometimes wrote 800 words on each side

of a page thin a fly’s wing with a pencil that

was never sharpened, half cursive, half print,

rarely added a date or a title to what he wrote.

To read him now is to feel that your skin

is too tight to contain all your inner turmoil,

that every pretention and pomposity he punctured

somehow belonged also to your subconscious.

Agee was a saint with the devil’s habits.

He brought an east Tennessee way of being

with him to Fortune magazine and long dinners

beside Charlie Chaplin and John Huston.

He died in the backseat of a New York taxi,

age 45, thrice-married, stone broke, his best

work unfinished, soon made famous for the same

suffering that killed him sure as a heart attack.